Dislike is a strong word. Hate is even stronger. But you know what overshadows them all? Love ♥

Shall I continue my journey? My search? No. Because though the joy of true friends is something that should not be missed, it will never justify the pain of friends I will lose.

Chances are I might die soon. From what? Who knows? Everyday I have a chance of not waking up or developing a life threatening disease. Do I think about it often? Yes. Unlike others I like to be aware. Do I ever think of forcing death upon myself? Yes. Sometimes life doesn't seem like it's worth living...

Though the pain may be intense and the hurt is unbearable, remember that this part of life is inevitable. No matter how impossible it may seem, you'll always heal, and find another reason for living.

To me it was reality, beyond what the eyes can really see...